kahani pichlay Saal ki, meray dost

Kahani pichlay Saal ki :(

#2019

Janay yeh kaisa sitam hua

Kaisay hum sab pay zulm hua

1 Saal key din thay  guzar gaye

Lekin kuch manzar badal gaye

Kuch aisi hum say khata hui

 dost hi mujh say mukar gaye 😭

Mana key men masroof sa tha

Kuch sehat liye mashghool sa tha

Lekin yeh kub men jamid hua

Kuch apnon say men door sa tha? 

Aisa bhi nahi key chor diya

Phir bhi tum nay moon mor liya

Sab kaisay hanstay gatay thay

Sab jagah hi sath men jatay thay

Kub tum ko yeh mehsoos hua

Kub Dil apna yoon door hua

Mana key tum takleef men thay

Mana key hum nazdeek na thay

Kuch bht bari si batain theen

Kuch anjani si ratain theen

Aik khamoshi ka dor raha

Doori ka bht phir zor raha

Kuch un key gilay bhi jaiz hen

Kuch ab bhi fakhar say faiz hen

Lekin yeh Kehna theek nahi

Key hum ko koi tofeeq nahi

Hum aaj bhi Dil key saaf hi hen

Kerna khuda ka, key pass hi hen

Phir kyun sab say door rahain

Kyun apnon say moon mor rahain

Nahi aik khata key matlub yeh

Key saray sahih bhi door rahain

Phir kyun ab sab khamosh say hen

Kyun khud hi khud madhosh say hen

Mana key bhoolna mushkil hey

Lekin kya kuch namumkin hey? 

Chalo phir say ik aaghaz karain

Ik sath nayi parwaaz karain

Jahan koi purana zakhm na ho

Hum khul key Dil ki baat karain

Kya rakha hay naraazi men

Ik doojay ki barbadi men

Is Saal ki Jo shuru'aat karain

Aao sab phir say sath karain

Meray guzray din lota do mujhey

Ya phir fehrist say mita do mujhey

Yeh beech ka dukh na sehna hay

Hum ko to sath men rehna hay

Sab pichlay gham bhula do na

Meray dost wapas la do na

Us khata ko ab simta do na

Sab key dilon ko mila do na

Aaye na kabhi phir waqt kabhi

Tootay na kabhi phir rabt kabhi

Woh waqt key jub hum bikhar gaye

Meray dost yoon mujh say mukar gaye

-Aakif Hassan, 1st Jan 2020

Lonely People in The Crowd

Lonely people in the crowd
May be i am wrong, they are proud

They hardly know just each other
The rest of the world, they just don't bother

I tried hard to say one of them hi
He was not shy, but just said bye

My instincts hating me with this freeze
I am not among those, to accept this breeze

I finally picked up a lonely clown
He just seemed a little out of town

Talking to everyone,with a happy crown
He ended up fake, when removed his gown

Joined the same lonely crowd in a second
Just like a stone in a hanging pendant

I just realized, i am also one of them
I have no right, to point at them

That was the moment to make a choice
Either leave or pay the price

I can't bear the freeze anymore
Did all what i could, just cant adore

I left the lonely.. Lonelier than ever
I decided myself.. To return there never

That's just past.. From my dreams
Every time i see, my heart screams

I am breaking the ice with every stroke
Shouting in the crowd with all my throat

Not even a single ear to hear
How they deserve , any tear

Emotions exist with lots of warmth
Cold hearts just have nothing but wrath

Its my choice to mix with them
Or let my feelings make me a gem

Aghaz

Abhi to aghaz e shab hay
Zara pehar to badalnay dey

Abhi say sochta hay kya
Zara mujh ko khud men dhalnay day

Pashamaniyon men Ku hay muntazir
Zara rut ko to sambhalnay dey..

Itni hidat say na berha marasim
Zara mom ho key pighalnay dey

Na dikha raasta jugnu ki tarah mujhey
Zara Ker hosla, Thora khud bhi chalnay dey

Bichar gaya Jo tujh say, forun na phir say mil
Zara yaad aanay dey, Thora to machalnay dey

Ab kyun chalay tanha, is dhund men hassan
Zara thikana dhoond lay, hamsafar to milnay dey

Main mohabbat hoon

found this in one of my emails from 2010

Main saahil pey likhee hoee ibaarat nahee
Jo lehron se mit jaati hay

Main baarish ki barasti boond nahee
Jo baras ker tham jaati hay

Main khwab nahee
Jisey dekha aur bhula dya

Main shama nahee
Jisey phoonka aur bujha dya

Main hawa ka jhonka nahee
Jo aaya aur guzar gaya

Main chand bhi nahee
Jo raat k baad dhal jaye

Main to woh ahsaas hoon
Jo tujh main lahoo ban ker gardish karay

Main to woh rang hoon
Jo teray dil pay charay to kabhi na mitay

Main woh geet hoon
Jo teray labon se juda na hoga

Main to woh parwaana hoon
Jo jalta rahayga magar fana na hoga

Khwab,ibaarat, hawa ki tarah
Chand,boond, shama ki tarah

Meray mitnay ka sawaal nahee
Kyunkay MÄÏN TÖ MÖHÄßßÄT HÖÖN

Aur Mohabbat Koi Sawaal Nahee....!!!

I hate love

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it.
They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages.
It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination.
Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.

Derd

khud key derd men , maafi ka talabgar hoon men
janay kub sey , kis kis ka gunehgaar hoon men

men to samjha tha dil ka derd sey nahi koi rishta
aaj hoon derd men, to khud sey dil aazaar hoon men

yoon to mazi main raha khush men pyaar key saharey
bekhabar tha key dil dukhanay men bhi purkaar hoon men

dua to yeh hey key maaf hon meray gunaah
ab to bari dair sey, sharm sey sarshaar hoon men

khud key derd men , maafi ka talabgar hoon men
janay kub sey , kis kis ka gunehgaar hoon men

Mohabbat kyun nahi jati!!!

mohabbat kyun nahi jati, meray nadaan sey dil sey
yeh ankhen ab bhi tarsey hen, bus ik deedar ko us key

bhula key hazaron saal; tanha jee liya hoon men
phir bhi yeh kaisi ajab rafaqat hey ab talak us sey

nahi chahta mohabbat ko phir sey palna men ab
janay phir bhi hay ik masoom si shikayat us sey

mujhey meri tanhayon key sath rehnay do
ajab si ik musafat hey, mila dey aaj tu us sey

mohabbat hey bari qatil, bht takleef deti hey
mohabbat sey mohabbat hey, ajab anjan si us sey

mohabbat kyun nahi jati, meray nadaan sey dil sey
yeh ankhen ab bhi tarsey hen, bus ik deedar ko us key

-Aakif Hassan

#love #nolove #cruellove

Till all the pain goes away

let's shout, loud and loud
till all the pain goes away

let's disappear, in the crowd
till all the pain goes away

let's take time, to feel proud
till all the pain goes away

let's dream, above the cloud
till all the pain goes away

let's clear up, any doubt
till all the pain goes away..

let's shout... loud and loud..
till all the pain goes away

Memories of Those Nights

its has gone old, that night and the memory
meet me again, lets make new story..

those words of yours, those lines of wishes
that making faces behind the bushes

hiding from people and singing songs for you
then listening for hours, the praising from you

that covering of face by the blanket in winters
that telling bad health while lieing to others

quietly besides your pillow every night
murmuring of your laughs in my ear bite

telling me sleeping rhymes with trembling lips
shivering all night with the sleeping bits

that keeping me awake in long long nights
that happiness on your face turn it brights

but all these stories are ages ago..
meet me again to have another woe... 

Aakhri Raasta

kuch men bhi ro' men behta raha yoonhi
Kuch dhara waqt ka mujhey kaat'ta gaya

thehar thehar key chaltay zara, dono sath rehtay
magar woh sath jeetay jee Maarta gaya

badla Jo kabhi waqt to phir yaad karain gay
kaisay imtehan mohabbat ka haarta gaya

men apni jagah khush, hay woh bhi pur sukoon
yeh hi aik dilasa, Ishq ko dhaanpta gaya

milnay ki ki koshish bht mudat baad bhi
ghanti pay hath, us key ghar ki Kanpta gaya

badal dala tha us nay bhi apna makan aakhir
milnay ka Jo bacha tha, aakhri raasta gaya

ab hay aik adhoori si Bay chaini bhi, tasali bhi
bigaarnay ko baat tha Jo aik raabta gaya

By Aakif Hassan

Discover Yourself

I want you to discover yourself again. to find what matters, what hurts and I want you to be proud of what you've accomplished. I want you to feel no regret, to cure yourself from self-doubt and I want you to remember all the pain everyone has caused, so that you don't carelessly press it against someone else. I want love to find you but not just any kind of love, for you, I want the kind that will keep you up at night, the kind that makes the world stop at your feet and the kind that takes your breath away when you remember to breathe.

I want so many things for you that I don't care about myself, I just want to see you extremely happy. because I know, that somewhere, in that beautiful heart of yours, there is a light trapped within, a certain kind of miracle, a delicate genius that drives you, that makes you.

so please, find it in you to find yourself again. find the courage to find your better days and never lose track of the laughter that's meant to find you.

after all, you are all things that inspire the fire and all things most people cannot understand.

Dosti Key Sawal

kuch jawab hen, kuch sawal hen
sab hi zindagi kay wabal hen

meray dost jo Bay hisaab hen
Kuch khas hen,  kuch malal hen

har dagar pay bhi,  her mor per
yeh hi sab key hal ahwal hen

koi sang raha,  koi bichar gaya
sab hi waqt ki ik chaal hen

men mareez e Ishq bhi tha kabhi
ab mohabbaton key bhi kaal hen

din roz ho bus ik shams sang
yeh Jo Chand hen,  Bay misaal hen

na pooch hum say tu haal ab
hum jhoot men ba Kamal hen

Jinhain Janna ho sab ka such
bus unhi key khoon laal hen

hain safaidiyan dilon men ab
kahan ab Woh josh E bilal hen

meray dost Jo bay hisaab hen
Kuch khas hen,  kuch malal hen

yeh Jo dosti key sawal hen
sab hi zindagi key wabal hen

LIfe Again !!!!

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin! 


"I know that you believe you understand what you think I said, 
but I'm not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant."
Everything u see is not true.many times even eyes can well be disguised....
same way...everything you hear is may not be the thing other wanted to say!!!
Words said may not mean the meaning what is said!!! 

Cold Weather and Islamabad

warm feelings and cold feet
i want to enjoy the winter breeze

roaming alone while the weather moans
some place to hide the past thrones

memories brought by the wind that blows
i feel the freeze on my toes

the heart that ponders to get some warmth
i need to find a colder path

the ticks and tocks on the clock
the sleeping mind come out of block

time to reveal the best in me
wish i am a bird and can flee

in the windy park, the only tree
waiting for me, to have a plee

how can i forget the moments frozen
its still too cold to get them broken...

here is the future with romantic thoughts
lets start again till the winter rocks



~- Aakif Hassan -- in the memory of super cold winters i spent in ISLAMABAD Loving them again

Woh Raton ki Yadain....(English Translation- Those Stories of those Nights)

Woh Raton ki yadain bhi ab hen purani
Phir say millo to banay Ik kahani

Woh batain tumhari , woh zid ki qatarain
Woh Yoon raah chaltay shaklain banani

Sunana woh naghme chup chup k tum ko
Phir tareef sun'na tumhari zubani

Woh sardi men kambal men moon ko chupana
Woh auron ko tabyat jhooti batani

Woh khamoshi say apnay sarhanay
Kanon men meray hansi gudgudani

Thitartay labon say Yoon Lori sunani
Sotay huey bhi zuban kapkapani

Woh lambi si Raton men mujh ko jagana
Khuabon men apnay khushi timtimani

Yeh sari hen batain lekin purani
Phir say Milo to banay Ik kahani

 

English Translation.....

its has gone old, that night and the memory
meet me again, let make new story..

those words of yours, those lines of wishes
that making faces behind the bushes

hiding from people and singing songs for you
then listening for hours, the praising from you

that covering of face by the blanket in winters
that telling bad health while lieing to others

quietly besides your pillow every night
murmuring of your laughs in my ear bite

telling me sleeping rhymes with trembling lips
shivering all night with the sleeping bits

that keeping me awake in long long nights
that happines on your face turn it brights

but all these stories are ages ago..
meet me again to have another woe...

December aur us key sard hath....

 

December ki thandi Raton men akser
Us key sard hath bara yaad Aatay hen

Lakh bhulaun un lamhon ko barson
Her saal issi mosam men loat Aatay hen

Yakh hawa key woh taiz thapairay
Meray galon pay ab bhi saaz bajatay hen

Woh bhi kerta hoga yaad her barish key sath mujhey
Ya Badal us key ghar say garaj key guzar jatay hen

Sath dekhay humain dunya ko Ik arsa hua
Mohallay wallay humaray qisay ab bhi sunatay hen

Dastaan Yoon to Bari ghamgeen hey judai ki apni
Zamanay walay kahani Bari pur lutf batatey hen

Ku aa jata hay bar bar yeh December!!!
Woh beetay lamhay humain her saal rulatay hen

Ja aey sard maheenay, ab tujh say khaffa hen hum
Siskiyan bhar bhar key Raat bhar khud ko sulatay hen

Chalo tham lo ab bewafa tum garm hath meray
Jhoota hi sahi , Kuch dair tum ko behlatay hen

Kahani mukhtasir her mosam ki buss itni hi hay
Juda ho key bhi hum Kuch dair ko pass Aatay hen

December ki thandi raton men akser
Us key sard hath bara yaad Aatay hen.. bara yaad Aatay hen

 

Kabhi Pyaar Na Kerta....

Zamanay bhar nay thukraya Meri sachi mohabbat ko
jo khushnaseeb hota to; kabhi pyaar na kerta

Yoon to chalti hen dil key sath sansain bhi
Jo rishta dil ka hota to, kabhi izhar na kerta

Khata bus itni si to hay keh men dil laga betha
Zehn gar sath deta to; kabhi iqrar na kerta

Saza tum mujh ko ab dey lo ,keh gunehgar to hoon men
Faisla men jo kerta to; kabhi takrar na kerta

Jalaya khud ko men nay bhi; kissi ki yaad men pinhan
Jo khul key yaad kerta to;kabhi sarshar na kerta

Soda apnay derdon ka ; kiya hay men nay ab khud say
Tu meray pass hota to ; kabhi byopaar na kerta

Men khushnaseeb hota to; kabhi pyaar na kerta
Kabhi pyaar na kerta

~ Aakif hassan

tumhain dekh key woh udaas na ho..

A Dedication of Hope And Happiness after the sad demise of the father of my friend +Mohsin Raza and His Brother

Pyaar bhari kuch ankhon men
khuaab suhanay hotey hen

hasrat bhari in baton men
umeed key jhonkay hotey hen

beshak key hey taqdeeron men
anjaan sey chehray hotey hen

yoon ansoo tap tap girtey hen
kuch log juda jab hotey hen

par tum ab meri baat sunno
din bhar na sahi, ik raat sunno

umeed bhari kuch kirnain hen
her roz sawera kerti hen

khud shayad tanha rehti hen
her dil men basera kerti hen

udas palon ko roz hi woh
muskan men badla kerti hen

aisi hi kiran ik shakhs bhi hay
yoon to woh bara khush bakht bhi hay

do chand sey roshan chehray hen
bina un key woh kuch sard bhi hay

ho key bhi juda is dunya sey
sab ka bara hamdard bhi hay

us aik kiran ki ankhon ko
tum dukh derd ka anjaam na do

umeed ki in tasveeron ko
tum tanhai ka naam na do

woh tum ko dukhi jub dekhay ga
khud phoot phoot key roye ga

beshak key tum yeh nahi chahtey
tumharey liye udaas ho woh

tumhara to dil yeh kehta hey
jahan bhi ho, khush bash ho woh

to dekho meri baat sunno..
umeed ki tum awaz sunno..

in pyari pyari kirnon ko
dil men jagah tum dey dalo

woh derd jo tum pay bhari hey
sab ki in ki wafa pay dey dalo

tum apnay dil key zakhmon ko
in kirnon sey ab bhar dalo

unhain soch key tum udaas na ho
kel koi mushkil paas na ho..

kuch samjho us ki hikmat ko..
kuch samjho us ki fitrat ko...

aisey khushi sey bhar jao..
tumhain dekh key woh udaas na ho..

حد پردس کی آج کچھ معلوم ہوئی

حد پردس کی آج کچھ معلوم ہوئی
حصّہ تبدیلی کا کاش میں بھی بن سکتا

امید کی آخر آج کچھ روشنی دکھی
چراغ بے نام سہی؛کاش میں بھی بن سکتا

چلو دور ہی سہی،دل و جان تو ساتھ ہی ہے
دعا سے بڑھ کے دوا ، کاش میں بھی بن سکتا

یوں تو پردیس اکثر دیس سے بھلا لگتا ہے
آج گونجتی ہے سدا کے دیس ؛ کاش میں بھی بن سکتا

 

 

Who am I??

many came and many went,not all; were there to stay
few last forever, rest are all; part of the way

some say i am sweet, some say cute
some say arrogant and some say mute

some say an angel
some consider devil

some made me the reason for their smile
some awarded the tears for being versatile

not anyone saw the real me
just another bird who learned to flee

everyone believed only their thought
when there exist a different reality i fought

no one ever ask,
whats behind the mask

my eyes tell a different story
the lips hide a different lorry

i am what you think doesn't exist
i am what you think is a mist

i am a devil, i am a ghost
i am what u don't; think the most

i am an untold story
i am an unheard glory

i am badly twirled
i am a lost world!!!!!!