kahani pichlay Saal ki, meray dost

Kahani pichlay Saal ki :(

#2019

Janay yeh kaisa sitam hua

Kaisay hum sab pay zulm hua

1 Saal key din thay  guzar gaye

Lekin kuch manzar badal gaye

Kuch aisi hum say khata hui

 dost hi mujh say mukar gaye 😭

Mana key men masroof sa tha

Kuch sehat liye mashghool sa tha

Lekin yeh kub men jamid hua

Kuch apnon say men door sa tha? 

Aisa bhi nahi key chor diya

Phir bhi tum nay moon mor liya

Sab kaisay hanstay gatay thay

Sab jagah hi sath men jatay thay

Kub tum ko yeh mehsoos hua

Kub Dil apna yoon door hua

Mana key tum takleef men thay

Mana key hum nazdeek na thay

Kuch bht bari si batain theen

Kuch anjani si ratain theen

Aik khamoshi ka dor raha

Doori ka bht phir zor raha

Kuch un key gilay bhi jaiz hen

Kuch ab bhi fakhar say faiz hen

Lekin yeh Kehna theek nahi

Key hum ko koi tofeeq nahi

Hum aaj bhi Dil key saaf hi hen

Kerna khuda ka, key pass hi hen

Phir kyun sab say door rahain

Kyun apnon say moon mor rahain

Nahi aik khata key matlub yeh

Key saray sahih bhi door rahain

Phir kyun ab sab khamosh say hen

Kyun khud hi khud madhosh say hen

Mana key bhoolna mushkil hey

Lekin kya kuch namumkin hey? 

Chalo phir say ik aaghaz karain

Ik sath nayi parwaaz karain

Jahan koi purana zakhm na ho

Hum khul key Dil ki baat karain

Kya rakha hay naraazi men

Ik doojay ki barbadi men

Is Saal ki Jo shuru'aat karain

Aao sab phir say sath karain

Meray guzray din lota do mujhey

Ya phir fehrist say mita do mujhey

Yeh beech ka dukh na sehna hay

Hum ko to sath men rehna hay

Sab pichlay gham bhula do na

Meray dost wapas la do na

Us khata ko ab simta do na

Sab key dilon ko mila do na

Aaye na kabhi phir waqt kabhi

Tootay na kabhi phir rabt kabhi

Woh waqt key jub hum bikhar gaye

Meray dost yoon mujh say mukar gaye

-Aakif Hassan, 1st Jan 2020

Lonely People in The Crowd

Lonely people in the crowd
May be i am wrong, they are proud

They hardly know just each other
The rest of the world, they just don't bother

I tried hard to say one of them hi
He was not shy, but just said bye

My instincts hating me with this freeze
I am not among those, to accept this breeze

I finally picked up a lonely clown
He just seemed a little out of town

Talking to everyone,with a happy crown
He ended up fake, when removed his gown

Joined the same lonely crowd in a second
Just like a stone in a hanging pendant

I just realized, i am also one of them
I have no right, to point at them

That was the moment to make a choice
Either leave or pay the price

I can't bear the freeze anymore
Did all what i could, just cant adore

I left the lonely.. Lonelier than ever
I decided myself.. To return there never

That's just past.. From my dreams
Every time i see, my heart screams

I am breaking the ice with every stroke
Shouting in the crowd with all my throat

Not even a single ear to hear
How they deserve , any tear

Emotions exist with lots of warmth
Cold hearts just have nothing but wrath

Its my choice to mix with them
Or let my feelings make me a gem

Aghaz

Abhi to aghaz e shab hay
Zara pehar to badalnay dey

Abhi say sochta hay kya
Zara mujh ko khud men dhalnay day

Pashamaniyon men Ku hay muntazir
Zara rut ko to sambhalnay dey..

Itni hidat say na berha marasim
Zara mom ho key pighalnay dey

Na dikha raasta jugnu ki tarah mujhey
Zara Ker hosla, Thora khud bhi chalnay dey

Bichar gaya Jo tujh say, forun na phir say mil
Zara yaad aanay dey, Thora to machalnay dey

Ab kyun chalay tanha, is dhund men hassan
Zara thikana dhoond lay, hamsafar to milnay dey

Main mohabbat hoon

found this in one of my emails from 2010

Main saahil pey likhee hoee ibaarat nahee
Jo lehron se mit jaati hay

Main baarish ki barasti boond nahee
Jo baras ker tham jaati hay

Main khwab nahee
Jisey dekha aur bhula dya

Main shama nahee
Jisey phoonka aur bujha dya

Main hawa ka jhonka nahee
Jo aaya aur guzar gaya

Main chand bhi nahee
Jo raat k baad dhal jaye

Main to woh ahsaas hoon
Jo tujh main lahoo ban ker gardish karay

Main to woh rang hoon
Jo teray dil pay charay to kabhi na mitay

Main woh geet hoon
Jo teray labon se juda na hoga

Main to woh parwaana hoon
Jo jalta rahayga magar fana na hoga

Khwab,ibaarat, hawa ki tarah
Chand,boond, shama ki tarah

Meray mitnay ka sawaal nahee
Kyunkay MÄÏN TÖ MÖHÄßßÄT HÖÖN

Aur Mohabbat Koi Sawaal Nahee....!!!