Sawal -e- Derd e Dil

Mat poochna tum Hal e dil , baqee kuch bhi pooch lo
Hum lajawab to hen magar , is ka koi jawab nahi

Likhi ho jis men derd e dil ki dawa
Aisa koi nuskha nahi ,aisi koi kitaab nahi

Bichar to jaun men khud sey kash us ki khatir
Mera koi junoon nahi, us ka koi nisaab nahi

Bana k humsafar us ko men sath ley bhi chaloon
Raasta koi nahi, manzil ka koi hisaab nahi

Jawab mangtay ho kyun abhi dil say tum hassan
Pinhan rakh key bhi saray raaz,tum sa koi behijaab nahi

Love is pain but pain is not...

There's always a time in one's life when one wish to be in love;then some good day you fall in love and start enjoying every moment of it.. then become more sensitive and emotional and increases to a level that you start feeling pain in love... 
then unluckily... one loses his/her love... and feel more pain of losing the love... but life goes on whether a sparrow dies or a hero falls... and teaches lessons and we get comfortable with the loss...
but the worst part starts.. when you start feeling pain being NOT in love...

in short... love causes a lot of pain around itself... but the vice versa is not true..
and at the end you wish that you can be in love again... once you have experience all the stages... wishing love... falling in love... enjoying love... pain in love and now the last... being NOT in love you will know the faces of pain...

i name it painful love even though being in love is not painful.....but the thoughts of pain around love make you feel even worse...but there is always hope... and the best part of all this cycle is that...

one day... this pain will make sense to you...

The Sea lets you hear your silence

in the ocean of darkness
have you ever thought

the clarity of the black
the purity of the black

all the dark past
thrown at the back

have you ever heard
the noise that makes u hack

like someone of ur own
calling from the past..

there is nobody..
just silence..

the silence inside you.

the pain inside you..

forget about it..

just choose the good to move..

in the ocean of tears..
there are waves.. full of hope

in the fear of loneliness

you forgot to catch the rope

you walked alone.. too too far..

where there is no end not even a start..

there is a light.. very near to you..

the silence inside is just killing you

 

just listen to it... you will find the way soon
just feel the waves..they will help you groom

the silence is just the absence of sound
and the sea lets you hear your silence

وہ خیال تھا جو بہا گیا

وہ  خیال  تھا  جو بہا  گیا
میرے سارے درد  کی داستان

میری سوچ پھر سے بدل گیئ
ہے کھلا سا پھر سے آسماں

نہیں پھر بھی جرات پیار اب
ہے بے  وفایی کا پھر سماں

 سبھی بھول کر پھر شروع کروں
ملیں لفظ پھر سے عیاں عیاں

Chalay Aatey hen Khuaab Akser bina ijazat liye

chalay atey hen khuaab akser bina ijazat liye

phir ujrey huey mazi ki yadon ki shikayat liye

ajab yadain hen aaj bhi satati hen mujhey

phir bichrey huey logon ki hidayat liye

ker paata to ker leta takmeel-e-mohabbat men

phir bikhrey huey lamhon ki naqahat liye

woh ja chuka tha, woh ja chuka hey

us dukhrey bharey dil ki hifazat liye

kahey deta hoon aakhri baar men aey khuabon

na aao meray pass un dino ki saqafat liye

Sari Raat Nahi Sotay..

Sari raat nai sotay, bus jagtay rehtay hen

Chain din ka sakun raat ka tarashtay rehtay hen

Nai chorteen peecha yaadain; ab bi guzrey lamhon ki

Unhe lamhon ko bus yadon men bant tey rehtay hen

Juda hona, bichar jana, yahe hen khail qismat k

Inhe khailon k zakhm khud ko kat tey rehtay hen

Lagta hay dar ab to her taaluq say apnay

Her ik rishtay ko dosti men chant tey rehtay hen

Kat jati hay raat bhe aur din bhi isi soch men

Hum zindage say kya apni mangtay rehtay hen

Sari raat nai sotay, bus jagtay rehtay hen.

Chain din ka sakun raat ka tarashtay rehtay hen

Mitta do meri hasti ko

mitta do meri hasti ko

key sab khatayen meri hen

diya hey men ney dukh sab ko

key sab jafayen meri hen

jo bhee kaha jitna kaha

sab sey sab hee jhoot kaha

mita do meri jumbish ko

key sab sadayen meri hen

kissi ko dena pyaar chaha

siwa nafrat key kuch nahi

kissi ka pyaar pana chaha

siwa nafrat key kuch nahi

dafna do meri mitti ko

keh sab anayen meri hen

barbaad ki hay sub ki zindagi men ney

ujaar di hay sab ki zindagi men ney

khushi sey hanstey chehron ko

di hen buss weeraniyan men ney

bhula do meri baton ko

keh sab panahen meri hen

mitta do meri hasti ko

key sab khatayen meri hen

Woh Jo Apna Aap hi Tha Mera

jissey dhondnay chala tha main

woh apna aap hi tha mera

raha dhoondta dosron men main

woh jo ik khayal tha mera

phira darbardar, mileen thokarain

yeh ajab nisaab tha mera

jissey  paa liya, usey kho diya

yehi bus hisaab tha mera

socha ussey kissi aur men

woh jo buss khuaab tha mera

jub milla mujhey , maloom hua

woh apna aap hi tha mera

woh jo kho gaya tha mujh men sey

woh apna aap hi tha mera

jissey dhondnay chala tha main

woh apna aap hi tha mera

woh apna aap hi tha mera

Me and My Hope ( Free Verses)

 we all have hope... we need to find it... talk to it..

 tell this hope...

ooiiii... i am stronger than you...
you dont have me.. but i have you

and this hope will whisper
dont worry, i am always with you

stare into her eyes
say, i do not need you

i can be happy
with or without you

who do u think u are to me
u r just hope , a little close to me

hope replies, i am your fate
you cannot afford this hate

...don't hate me,just embrace me

look at her again, say
you are my past, i hate you

hope replies, am not like you
i am your future too

selftalk..but i know myself
i cannot live without you

hope replies, you are right
even i am nothing; being without you

just hug the hope, bring it along
and you will discover, the magic you can do..

hope is love.. hope is life..

talk to your hope.. discover yourself

men tanha akela.. yoon raton ko gumsum..(With translation)

men  tanha akela, udas panchi

raat key andheron men, betha hoon gumsum

kissey apney ko; yaad ker raha hoon

koi mujh sey poochay.. tum kyun ho jagay

men kaisey bataun.. mujhey koi apna

bht shidat sey.. yaad aa raha hey

is khaif sey dil ko..kissi koney men chup key

bht zoron sey ..sata raha hey..

men tanha akela.. yoon raton ko gum sum

uss key jald milney ki dua mangta hoon

men  tanhai sey dosti yoon mitta key

bil akhir ko us sey alvida chahta hoon.

key mera woh apna.. yoon mera bina..

bht hey akela.. mera hamsafar woh..

men raton men gumsum.. yoon tanha akela

uss ki yaden mitaney .. aur phir us sey.. aur sirf us sey..

wafa mangta hoon .. apni her ik khata ki.. jaza mangta hoon

men raaton ko gumsum.. yoon tanha akela..

uss sey jald milney ki.. dua mangta hoon..

Translation

Me.. lonely ,abandoned.. sad bird..

in the darkness of night.. sitting like lost...

remembering somebody close to my heart..
somebody asks me.. why are you awake..

how can i tell them.. someone my very own
with full zeal.. is in my memories..

in some corner of this provoked heart...
giving me pain with full force..

me lonely , abandon.. lost in the night..
just praying to meet that special one soon..

to cut the friendship with loneliness
i want to say a final good bye..

as that special someone.. without me..
is very lonely.. that companion of mine..

lost in the night.. me lonely , abandoned..
killing the memories...and then only.. and only from that special..

asking for faith.. asking for loyalty..
i want to say sorry.. for my every mistake..

sitting lost in the night..me lonely , abandoned..
just praying again.. to meet the special one soon..

me lonely , abandoned.. lost in the night..